Do you love me?

One of the most haunting scenes in Scripture to me is the conversation that Jesus has with Peter at the end of the Gospel of John (21:15-19).  Three times Jesus asks the question, “Do you love me?”  I’m reminded of this scene as we move through The Jesus Creed and are consistently being invited to reflect upon, declare, and demonstrate our love for God and others.

Most scholars see the three-fold re-affirmation of Peter’s love as a contrast to his three-fold denial days earlier.  If the scene with Peter and Jesus feels awkward and oddly repetitive …and you find yourself experiencing the angst of Peter as he declares, “of course I love you!” then be comforted in knowing that the awkwardness is the point.  We too find ourselves hearing the repetitions of themes and questions and if can feel laborious to return to our same ol’ answer. Sometimes it’s our shame or fear that keeps us from drawing near the Savior.  Like Peter, we need not hear Jesus’ questions as a “shame on you” but more as an “are you ready to come home?”

Take heart, dear church!  Jesus knows the Abba’s heart so well that he wants to convey his never-ending, never-exhausted love, never-second-guessed love to all of us who need to be invited back.  Let us return to the feast with Jesus and confident in his reception.  Then, listen to His voice and trust that he will use us to reflect his love to the world.

Good. Bad. Redeemed. (Pt 2)

Read Part 1 here.

Yes, we are good.  AND, yes, we are bad.  

In his book, Changes that Heal, Dr. Henry Cloud discuss a mixing of Good-Bad. The G-B nature we have received has potential to destroy our perceptions of ourselves and others. Cloud mentions that a mature persecutive on our true nature will both accept our capacity for both. Apart from this maturity, we find ourselves self-loathing, unforgiving, bitter and alone. Such depravity means an existence void of trust. In its deepest state we refuse to even allow God’s grace to be sufficient over our sin. Such an existence leads to unconscionable misery and utter loneliness.

Too often we allow the proud of our accomplishments to cloud our rightful standing before God. At times we will even pursue a “Pride of failure” – believing that our mistakes are ours alone as well as all suffering that comes with them.  Such an attitude stems from our born-addiction to the flesh – that natural inclination to choose disobedience, painful burdens and

What do we do then with what remains? How do we embrace a stained mark upon every heartbeat and live for and serve others? How did the Savior embody such a love knowing what capacity for both good and bad lurked within his followers – and enemies? And yet, he offered his very blood as a ransom for all.

And this leads to the final truth and main point of this blog: Not only are we GOOD and BAD…WE ARE REDEEMED.

AW Tozer once wrote in prayer, “Lay upon the Thy easy yoke of self-forgetfulness, that through thee I might find rest.”  It was for rest…for freedom of self…that Christ offered himself into the wrath of God.  Such an extravagant gift was paid so that you and I might relinquish the pride of all we have wrought and discover that God’s goodness in us and our natural tendencies to sin are interwoven in a new fabric of Truth, namely that we are His.

If you, like me, tire of the constant ebbing and flowing of righteousness and repentance, it is because we are being remade to enjoy God forever.  Such enjoyment does not ignore the progress of Holiness in us, nor does it ignore the gravity of sin.  It makes us grateful.  It makes us Christ’s workmanship, it makes us ready to be used.  Perhaps this is the journey of healing for so many of us.

So may the journey bring you freedom to be God’s cherished child without fear, pride or guilt. And may you find rest in knowing that you are good, bad and redeemed.

Good. Bad. Redeemed. (pt 1)

We have all heard it before – the familiar tune of a spoken defense of humanity’s attempt to live out its days without complete fault. Even we have fallen victim to its enticing tongue that whispers, “people are mostly good.”

It’s is strange that most often hold this thought captive when we desire to value life – often choosing to trust someone when others might be less willing. Some might hope beyond reason that people are capable of change, believing a cosmic force to relinquish wrath for the sake of the good left among the earth-dwellers.

I have wished it myself a countless number of times. Yet the perfect Word of God speaks clearly on the subject.

  • “There is no one righteous. No, not one.” Romans 3:10
  • “All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.” Romans 3:23

It is not without hope one subscribes to such a sentiment. Believing we are essentially good takes considerable faith — only in the wrong Being. When man and woman were carved from the flesh of the earth, there was a glimpse of humanity’s perfect reflection of the Creator. For a breath of a moment, we were good. In fact, all things were good.

It is in that reflection – that we are made in his Image – that we hold any glimmer of goodness. It is something that God still sees when he looks at broken mirrors, a likeness to himself. Something akin to good-ish-ness.  Still marred by the stain of sin, yet reminiscent of the Garden.

Unfortunately this is not what makes God “like us” or even “save us”. Since it no longer possesses holiness, that marred image of divinity is worthless. The choice(s) of Adam and Eve to disobey the Creator in the Garden (Gen 3) has been passed into all and thus whatever good remains has also been spliced into the Bad.

(to be continued.)

Repurposed

saulThis past Sunday, Bill Robinson recently spoke to our church about a truth that often gets overlooked — especially when we get too caught up in our shortcomings and failures.  The author ofIncarnate Leadership said that when Christ interrupted Saul(before he was Paul) on the road to Damascus, he saw and chosea zealous, persistent, obedient, academic servant-leader.  Saul of course had a reputation for the violent religious persecution of those belonging to the new movement of Christ, called “The Way,” and it’s clear that Christians were fearful of him (Acts 9:13).

Saul was “re-purposed” for God’s purposes.

I love this.  I love that God doesn’t see all the stuff-about-me as counterproductive to his plans.  I love that he sees me.  He chooses me.   Think about that… sure there is a bunch of baggage (poor decisions, moral failure, …straight-up-sin) attached to our story.  But it doesn’t deter Him.  He sees what is good and bad and chooses to give us HIS SON and HIS LIFE!  (…you hear it, right?  Real life in Jesus Christ!)

So today…take a breath and hear his voice calling out to you.

My child, I have great plans for you.  I made you and I delight in the ways you are unique, strong and gifted.  I’m joining you in your day so that together we can bring my light to your campus…and this world I love.  Will you join me?   

Ragamuffin

brennanLast Friday a dear mentor-author (who I never met) passed away.  Brennan Manning, author of The Ragamuffin Gospel and The Relentless Tenderness of Jesus, often captured the simplest truths of God in ways that often helped me murder my unhealthy opinions of myself and my God and discover what it meant to be loved by the persistent and captivating love of my Abba-Father.  Today, we bring you some of his words, in hopes that you too will discover childlike faith and be loved.  Simply loved.

There is a wondrous open-mindedness about children and an insatiable desire to learn from life. An open attitude is like an open door – a welcome disposition toward the fellow travelers who knock on our door during the middle of the day, the middle of the week, or the middle of a lifetime. Some are dirtballs, grungy, disheveled, and bedraggled. The sophisticated adult within me shudders and is reluctant to offer them hospitality. They may be carrying the precious gifts under their shabby rags, but I still prefer clean-shaven Christians who are neatly attired, properly pedigreed, and who affirm my vision, echo my thoughts, stroke me, and make me feel good. Yet my inner child protests, “I want new friends, not old mirrors.”

When our inner child is not nurtured and nourished, our minds gradually close to new ideas, unprofitable commitments, and the surprises of the Spirit. Evangelical faith is bartered for cozy, comfortable piety. A failure of nerve and an unwillingness to risk distorts God into a Bookkeeper and the gospel of grace is swapped for the security of religious bondage.

“Unless you become as little children …”

Heaven will be filled with five-year-olds.

– Brennan Manning, The Ragamuffin Gospel.  

To learn more about Brennan’s legacy, read this terrific article